oh~ 神様 僕らに 力を

all of a sudden

fragile life

i know

they're too tired to live

after all

they had fought so hard and so long

it's time to rest 

peacefully





it made me think of 

the time when grandma left us

how many years ago?

nine 

when i was only a junior high student

i always remember that day

an emergency call

but i just couldn't make it

i even couldn't see her for the last time...

my room is the one we shared together before

ate toghether

slept together

watched tv together

went out together

definitely 

i'll always remember  her 

everything

remember she always took me to uncle's home and parks

remember she always kept yummy food for my bro and me

remember she always stopped dad from punishing us

remember how she told me that i'm a good girl

remember the japanese she taught me

remember her smile 

お婆ちゃん   お元氣ですが     あそこ ?

hey..

i know how you feel now

but it's better that she didn't suffer for a long time

cry

and then let her leave without worrying 

i know you will do a good job

take good care of your bro and dad

right?